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My life is 45% Happy

Wed Apr 16, 2008, 6:06 PM
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Nothin
  • Reading: the words on the computer screen
  • Watching: the computer screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] You have your own room.
[ ] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[ ] Your parents are still married.
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard
T 0 T A L: 1

[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You dont cry much at all
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you. and 2 other poeple
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 6

[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[ ] You get allowance
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[ ] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 7

[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 9

[ ] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[ ] You are happy with your life.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to 5 songs
[ ] You don't have any enemies
[x] You are a generally nice person.
G R A N D T O T A L: 15

Now take your grand total and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is __% happy"

You had a bad day fuckers

Sat Feb 9, 2008, 8:17 PM
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Nothin
  • Reading: the words on the computer screen
  • Watching: the computer screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Geez..... Well today is just a fucking great day aint it? I hate pretty much all my friends. (ok I dont hate them but im just having one of those moods where you WANT to hate everyone and not care but CANT) Im crying, I feel like shit. I have no one to talk to about it and all my "friends" are out of the question cause I feel guilty and left out when talking to them and more than likely they are pretty damn pissed off at me.

JUST.

FUCKING.

GREAT.

I banned 5 of them from my chat, and now more than likely they will never speak to me again. (I cant blame them) but today bottled up emotions got out. I hope they are happier wiyhout me, because I dont think I ever helped their moofds much or was a good friend like I should have been. And I wont bother saying sorry,because there is no guarantee that theyed accept my apology.

Heck....

They probably hate me now...

This is one of those days where I think itd be better if I took a freaking razor to my wrist.I think iMma vomit...Ugh. Sorry to waste your time with my drama and selfpity. If you actually BOTHERED to read this thank you.

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Sun Feb 3, 2008, 7:06 PM
  • Mood: Regretful
  • Listening to: My December
  • Reading: the words on the computer screen
  • Watching: the computer screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
1. French or Italian? Italian
2. Would you do drugs? Never
3. What would you change about the past? None of your business, sorry.
4. Do you like rock climbing? NOOOOO
5. One goal you'd like to achieve this year: To become a better artist
6. Are you a neat freak? No XD
7. If you could go to one place right now, it would be: A clearing in a forest all to myself so I could have some peace
8. What are you wearing right now? Nightdress and shorts ^^;
9. Where do you live? Mississippi
10. Sneakers or flip-flops? Flipflops. Boots are preferable to either though.
11. Have you ever kissed someone? No
12. Do you like having your picture taken? No....It makes me feel awkward
13. Math or science? Science
14. Do you get along with other people's parents? Um.....I try to avoid parents in general so I dont know....
15. Yahoo or Google? Yahoo
16. What's the most common name you know? Dont really pay attention to that
17. What is your lucky number? 6
18. Do you believe in soul mates? yes
19. Do you like working with people? I believe in it, but that doesnt mean Im good at it
20. What is something you know that most people don't?: Im not sure what other people do or dont know so :shrug:
21. Name one person you love, and why:My mom. She has done so much for me and done her best. She has sacrificed so much all for me and my little sister. She deserves better.
22. Do you believe in magic? Yes
23. Do you have a boyfriend? Yes
24. Pain or no gain? What kind of question is that?
25. Have you ever had a crush on more than one person at the same time? No
26. Can you write with both hands? I wish I could
27. Who DID let the dogs out? Kiba did it >.>
28. Do you read much? Alot
29. Collar popped or normal? ......?
30. What does your name mean? Island of the Lin trees
31. Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend? I have one already and he is all I want or need
32. What's the sickest you've ever been? When I was really little
33. Would you flip off the president? Why not?
34. Are you good at imitating accents? I dont know
35. What's your favorite album/CD? Hybrid Theory
36. Have you ever been to a beach? Yes
37. Have you ever been on a motorcycle? no
38. Have you ever read an article about defeating MySpace addiction? No
39. Sprite or 7Up? sprite
40. Do you have a job? What is it? I wish. Im only 13. But I need the money. Dammit will anyone hire a 13 year old?
41. Do you like the band Nine Inch Nails? Not particularly
42. Have you ever gone a week without showering? Ew. No.
43. Have you ever kissed someone in the rain? No
44. Name 4 things you always have with you: Uh....Book, Zune.
45. Name one person you hate, and why: I dont hate anybody.
46. Do you use email, IM, MySpace, or phone the most? E-mail
47. Favorite type of sock? You can have a favorite type of sock?
48. Group or single dates? single dates
49. Do you like depressing music? Is my music depressing?
50. Have you ever been on a snowmobile? no
51. Where is your favorite place to live? Italy
52. Drums or guitar? Guitar
53. Last time you cried? Yesterday
54. Pancakes or waffles? Pancakes
55. Would you die for the one you loved? Yes
56. What is your favorite hair style? Throw it in a ponytail :/
57. Who do you trust? No one
58. Do you believe in love at first sight? No
59. Abortion or adoption? Adoption
60. What was your New Year's resolution? . Not telling you.
61. Are you afraid of the dark? I shouldnt be, but I am.
62. Do you like dancing? I stink at it
63. What is/was your favorite subject in school? Art
64. What do you wear to bed? Shhorts and a long Tshirt
65. Explain your political beliefs. I am not a person for politics
66. Your first crush: ......
67. Are you a vegetarian? no
68. Who have you met in real life after meeting them online? No one
69. Favorite food? Italian
70. Boxers or briefs? ......
71. Do you smoke? no
72. Lace or satin? Erm?
73. Have you ever been beat up? No
74. What is your favorite number? 6
75. What was the last insult you GAVE? Annoying little bitch
76. Do you eat meat? yes
77. McDonalds or Burger King? McDonalds
78. Where is your favorite place to be? The library? The woods?
79. Who is the most controversial person you know? .....???
80. Do you brush and floss?Yes
81. Have you ever prank called someone? yes
82. Do you believe the Bible? Yes
83. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Never
84. Tastes great, or less filling? Come again?
85. Last time you saw your mom? A few hours ago
86. What is your dream job? A writer
87. Have you ever left the house naked? No
88. What does the world need more of? understanding
89. Last phone call? No one. I dont really use the phone. When you call, you usually end up having nothing to say.
90. What would be the worst way to die? Fire
91. Do you get enough exercise? Yes...I think?
92. You are about to die. What do you do with your worldly possesions? Give them away
93. Have you gone on a date? Yes
94. Say something annoying. OOOHHHH YOU LIKE HER
95. Last hug? ....Weeks ago
96. Do you love someone? Lots of people
97. Cell phone, land line, or talking with a mic on the computer? Errrr...
98. Hot or beautiful? Beautiful
99. Have you ever been to college? Not yet.
100. Who can you tell anything to? Myself
101. Have you ever been racist? no
102. Do you like cows? Not particularly
103. How easily do you trust people? Im not very good at trusting
104. Would you dress as the opposite sex? Er....
105. Do you like tongue twisters? Yes.
106. Do you have any collections? No
107. Are you registered to vote? (And have you yet?)no
108. Would you date someone older than you? only a LITTLE older
109. Are you artistic? I wish I wre more artistic
110. Would you drop out of school or quit your job? Neither
111. Are you good at dancing? No.
112. Would you run from the police? No
113. What is your favorite name? Rayne
114. Do you like cats? Kittens
115. Do you believe in free will? Yes
116. Have you ever been to a concert? yes
117. Have you ever considered suicide? Yes.
118. Favorite year so far? ...
119. Have you ever written a song? yes. Didnt last long though ^^;
120. Explain what you think about dating.Its...Um....Awkward
121. Do you have any piercings? yes
122. Favorite country? Italy
123. Who did you last talk to? Granny
124. Last time you spent $100, and what for? Photoshop 6
125. Bagels or chicken? bagels
126. Do you send chain letters very often? No
127. Do you have any pets? Why? My cat. Who got herself pregnant.
128. Who is your enemy? My father
129. What is your screen name?DarkOkamiOfBloodLust
130. Have you ever moshed? No
131. Do you smile a lot? I guess
132. What do you label yourself as? Rebelious.
133. Do you hold grudges? Depends
134. Do you drink enough water? No
135. Pizza or pasta? pizza
136. Who is your oldest friend? Um.....
137. What if you had three wishes - what would you wish for? To be able to fly, to be a better singer, and for my family to have more money
138. Do you believe in hell? Yes
139. Have you ever been in love? Yes
140. Have you ever skipped school? No
141. Do you like to learn? Yes
142. What is your favorite sport? Swimming
143. What is one bet you've won? Dont remember
144. What name brand do you wear the most? Er.....?
145. Are you ghetto? no
146. What is the last thing you said to someone? Ok
147. What do you do most when you're bored? Read
148. Last kiss? none
149. Who is the fattest person you know? Er.........Landon
150. Who is the most fun person you know? My mother
151. Would you be president if you could? Not on your life
152. Do you have a blog? no
153. Do you like arcades? Yes
154. Do you like photography? Yes
155. Do you celebrate Hannukah? no
156. What was the last compliment you received? Youre hot =_=
157. Status quo or radical change? Eh?
158. What's the best concert you've seen? Ive only seen one and I wasnt really paying attention
159. Have you ever stolen something over $20? Never stolen anything
160. Hot or cold? cold
161. Why do you like the music you do? Because it helps me think
162. Have you ever been on the radio? No=
163. Would you chug beer? no
164. Explain what you think about abortion. It disgusts me. If they dont want a baby then DONT HAVE SEX retards
165. What was the last compliment you GAVE? Cool
166. What would you NEVER change about the past? .Erm....
167. Would you have plastic surgery? I dont know
168. If you could change one thing about yourself, it would be: Er....?
169. What is the perfect day for you? A cold, crisp, and misty day.
170. Do you shower daily? yes
171. Have you ever slept on a rooftop? no
172. When do you go to bed? nine thirty to ten
173. Would you give me $5? No
174. If you could punch one person, who would it be? My sister
175. Have you ever eaten sushi? No
176. Hug or kiss? Hug
177. What are your thoughts about life?It sucks.
178. Do you like meeting friends' parents?No... I get nervous
179. Have you ever broken a bone? Yes
180. Right handed? Left handed? Both? Right
181. Do you believe in yourself? Sometimes
182. What is your eye color? Blue green grey sometimes silver
183. Best April Fool's joke ever? None
184. Do you like the band The Arcade Fire? Who?
185. Do you believe in love? Yes
186. Rhyme, free verse, or slant rhyme? Ummm?
187. Love or like? Love
188. What is your body type? ???
189. Have you ever danced in public? No
190. Have you ever been drunk? No
191. Have you ever smoked? No
192. How do you align yourself politically? Dont really.....Gah
193. How tall are you? middle height
194. Have you ever made out with just a friend? No
195. Emily Dickinson or Walt Whitman? Who?
196. Favorite celebrity? None
197. Have you ever been surfing? yes
198. What is your favorite word? Cookie
199. Do you ever cook? yes
200. Have you ever sworn? yes


I tag anyone who is willing to do this

38 things a girl probably doesn't realize

Sat Feb 2, 2008, 11:11 AM
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: The birds in my backyard
  • Reading: the words on the computer screen
  • Watching: the computer screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs.

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38 EVEN IF YOU DUMP A GUY MONTHS AGO, AND HE LOVED YOU, HE PROBABLY STILL DOES, AND IF HE HAD ONE WISH......IT WOULD BE YOU COME BACK INTO HIS LIFE ! --------(--@

---Girls, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life

---Guys if you don't repost this in one hr then you will lose the girl of your life.

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38 things a girl probably doesn't realize


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Tue Jan 8, 2008, 8:17 PM
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  • Playing: nothing
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